When you were close words did not wander now they are homeless like street urchins the creeper on railing also gained an ugly length unable to suggest a direction it curls hallucinations for grasshoppers frisking too much seeing butterflies flitting maddeningly around stems of roses, even the gardener has broken silence about mysterious ways saplings catch fungal layers and the cat cuts down its regular visits through corridor now echoing cold and chooses to sleep inside the ragged quilt of the watchman who has been eating alone for years unless there is an unexpected visitor taking the bench you used to sit but I invoke presence by throwing a stone in the puddle left by an overnight rain how many of us are coming to terms with you.