The trees and birds in Lahore’s gardens lose some leaves some voices stamped with dust autumn-nudged silence seeks space on the stubbled faces of old men whimpering on sticks their fungal fingers with children running for their mothers what was dear last year is now unbelievably absent cheeks accumulate eyes extinguished craters the evenings as if on anodyne bats cluster in a web of the dog-barked darkness the city folds like a bride in its virgin embrace I sleep in its warm lap.